Pizza Muffins
You will need:
- English Muffins
- Shredded Mozzarella Cheese
- Pizza sauce
- Mini pepperoni slices
- Grated Parmesan Cheese (if desired)
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Pizza Muffins
You will need:
Pizza muffins.
They're toasted first so they don't get soggy as they bake.
We had enough for everyone to have six each.
Oldest wanted half-and-half: half with baby pepperonis, half with just cheese. Youngest will want hers to just be cheese when she gets home. Middle and I both wanted baby pepperonis on ours.
I called them for dinner (except Youngest, who is at band practice).
Middle demands to know how long I've baked the pizza muffins. Long enough.
Shortly it sounds like a mini-jet is throttling up in my kitchen, so I break Rule #2 and ask. "Why are you firing up the air fryer?"
Middle sheepishly appears in the doorway to the dining room. "For my pizza muffins."
What?
"They're not crispy enough."
All is well and good until I go into the kitchen to fetch my two remaining pizza muffins (I could only fit four on my plate) with pepperoni.
What's left is nothing but cheese pizza muffins.
Fiends.
Scene: the kitchen, where Middle and I are assembling pizza muffins for dinner.
In fact, we are making 24 of them to make sure we have enough for everyone, and the muffins have all been toasted, and now I'm doling out the pizza sauce. I've gone through the half a jar I had in the fridge from last time we did this (just last week). Middle helped me open the next jar I had in the pantry...but that one is getting kind of low, and I still have a lot more muffins to slather with sauce than I'd like.
I voiced my concerns about our sauce levels.
"Do we have more?" Middle asked.
At this point, not having pizza muffins is, well, not an option.
"Look in the pantry," I said. "I think there's another jar of Del Grosso sauce in there. It's sealed, so even if it's old, it should be okay."
Middle finds it and checks the date...and gives me a dubious look.
"What's the date?"
"Twenty-two."
Oooookay. I start conserving sauce a bit as I work my way around the muffins on the cookie sheet. Maybe we don't have a backup plan after all. I'm not crazy enough to serve two-and-a-half-year-old pizza sauce to my family.
"Maaaaaaybe," Middle intones quietly, "you and I eat the ones that are fine and everybody else eats the ones with the janky sauce. We just won't tell."
Apparently Middle has no qualms about poisoning her family.
I get down to the last three muffins, and by golly, there is just enough sauce to go around, with a little left over to make sure all the muffins are sufficiently covered.
"Now we don't have to poison the family!" Middle said as she started covering the muffins with shredded mozzarella.
"And if it ever comes out that the family does get poisoned, you're my first suspect," I told her.
She just laughed and kept piling on the cheese.
Middle bounced down the stairs just now. Then, she leaned her head between the spindles of the rail that tops the half-wall of the dining room to look at me. (I've been editing in here the better part of the afternoon.)
"Can I go on a bike ride?"
"I thought the bike was broken," I said, as I considered whether I should even let her go. She is, after all, on day 11 of a 14-day grounding for doing Things Not Allowed.
"That's Youngest's bike. There are two."
I then studied her attire: a long-sleeved, oversized flannel shirt that came nearly to her knees. I echoed John Watson from Sherlock's premiere episode of series two. "Are you wearing any pants?"
"Absolutely not, which is why I was going to go change."
Well. At least she's honest.
And willing to put on pants before she goes out in public.
The divorce has been final for a month and a half now.
It still feels weird to say it: I'm divorced.
About four weeks ago, I got what I thought was Lady Tiger's last bill...and then everything with listing the house for sale got in the way of me writing this particular post. The damages aren't bad. Five hundred dollars to wrap up the end of my marriage.
It is, of course, $500 I don't currently have.
I had some pricey repairs to the house as I prepared to list it (plumbing is not cheap; I have gone into the wrong business). And there was a little mishap of a rather large tree branch coming down in the yard that cost a small fortune to get rid of, right after we listed the house.Then the girls and I all went crazy getting the house into showplace condition, and darned if I didn't forget about Lady Tiger's bill until the next one arrived in today's mail.
Fortunately there wasn't much added. This time.
But in selling the house, Ex-Hubby now has to approve the sale and sign off on documents, which means Yours Truly is footing the bill every time my Realtor calls my lawyer.
The nice thing in all this is that we've found a house we love. It's right in our neighborhood, so we won't be moving far.
And we have an offer on our place. There's the rub. Ex-Hubby has to sign off on everything too, and he's in a place where he's a trifle indisposed, so to speak. So my Realtor and my lawyer have been talking. Which means I will be incurring more costs until this insanity ends.
I hate asking for help.
But I am.
In a little over a month's time, we will be in a new house. A fresh start for all of us.
We'd love to make that fresh start without having this ghost of the past hanging over us.
So many people have been wonderfully helpful the last few months.
You've given far beyond our wildest dreams, and there are no words to express the depth of our gratitude. We are so very thankful.
I still owe $500 to my attorney, who has truly done yeoman's work in taking care of me and the girls. Please, help us launch into our new lives.
I first met RadioGeek the fall of my freshman year of college. I had become friends with this one guy, Eventual Hubby, who was in the school's A Cappella Choir just like I was, and he knew RadioGeek from his home district, and they were both Youth Ministry majors. Because of choir, I spent a lot of time with Eventual Hubby, who spent a lot of time with RadioGeek, and soon RadioGeek was part of my regular group of friends. I’m pretty sure he was there the day the whole table was laughing at lunch, and the same crowd assembled at dinner, only to be just as rowdy, causing me to remark, “I haven’t laughed this hard since lunch!”—which only sent us off giggling again.
RadioGeek loved music as much as I did, even if his talents in that regard might have
been a tad questionable. Moreover, he loved the same kind of music I did, so we
had things to talk about. The names I grew up listening to—by golly, he knew
who most of them were, and he liked them. Even at a Christian college, not
everyone grew up doused in Christian music the way I had been. Most everyone
hadn’t. But RadioGeek knew these singers and groups and was as much of a
contemporary Christian music nerd as I was. He had the knack for filling in the
precise 34 seconds of musical intro of Geoff Moore and the Distance’s cover of “I
Can See Clearly Now” with his own “weather report” while we were in college.
When I asked him to do it later for my own kids, he still had it…some
twenty-five years later.
I had
briefly considered making Communications my major—RadioGeek doubled in both Youth
Min and Communications—so it’s something I picked his brain about once or
twice. In the end, I chose English, but we’d shared a class or two along the
way.
One of
those classes was The Philosophical Quest. Required for all students,
regardless of major, this overview of philosophy was team-taught by two well-known and -feared professors during our tenure at the school, and it was brutal. We
formed more of a support group to get through it. Come to think of it, maybe
RadioGeek had taken Phil Quest the semester before I did and barely squeaked by. I
had someone to commiserate with as I slogged through the course.
RadioGeek worked the mail room at college, and I would often stop by to see if the mail
had arrived yet. One day, I asked him what happened. Why hadn’t the mail come?
He didn’t miss a beat: the Iraqis, he explained, had gotten hold of the mail
and weren’t letting it go. (It was the early 90s. The Iraqis were responsible
for everything bad.) His words had their desired effect, and I cracked up. From
then on, it was a running gag. I no longer asked if the mail had come; I’d ask
what the Iraqis were up to today. And every now and then, I’d find a slip of
paper in my student mailbox that simply said: “You are loved” and signed with his initials. It was such
a catchphrase of his that I didn’t need the initials to know it was from him.
Somewhere
along the line, we took to calling each other by our last names. The rest of
school called him “Radio” or “RadioG,” but to me, he was HisLastName, usually
followed by three exclamation points. Sometimes said with amusement, sometimes
said with frustration, but always said with affection.
When Hubby and I eventually got married, RadioGeek stood up for Hubby as one of his groomsmen.
The day of the wedding, when all heck came unloosed and I was left alone at the
house with no bridesmaids to assist me (my mother had sent them all ahead to
the church), RadioGeek and one other groomsman hopped in a car and drove the
twenty-five minutes from the church to my house to do whatever needed doing for
me. I’ve never forgotten that.
After
the wedding, RadioGeek remarked rather sadly that he’d no longer be able to call
me by my maiden name. “To you,” I quickly reassured him, “I will always be that name.” The
last time he was here to visit, he still called me that.
I knew,
by the time Hubby and I married, that it mattered to me that RadioGeek found someone
special to share his life with. I don’t think it was too long after his
marriage to Sunshine that he introduced us on Facebook—something that both of us say
he regretted aloud but was secretly thrilled with. We became fast friends,
Sunshine and me.
RadioGeek and
Sunshine came to visit us several times while we lived and served in the Cburg and Sburg area. There was one time, while the girls were still in
school, that we went out to lunch, had some ice cream (Cookie Monster ice cream
should be blue), and played a round of minigolf that had us all howling on the
course.
It was RadioGeek's confidence that I have a great voice for radio—he wanted to hire me
to do some voiceover work, but, he said, “I can pay you in cheeseburgers”—that
led me to believe I could someday maybe do my own audio work for my books.
We went
bowling one time when they visited, and the music had RadioGeek dancing in the lanes
along with my daughter Oldest. (That’s one of her fondest memories of him.)
I have pictures.
When the
adoption of our girls was—at long last—finalized, RadioGeek and Sunshine came out for
the celebration and happily billed themselves as honorary uncle and auntie.
When my
father passed away, RadioGeek very graciously loaned me his wife for a week.
When
hard times hit in my marriage, RadioGeek and Sunshine were there. They loved me and
supported me, even from as far away as North Carolina.
Most
recently, RadioGeek and Sunshine came to our area for a wedding, and they crashed at
our house. They had enough time before the wedding to attend Sunday school with
us on Sunday, and followed me to church. Once we arrived, RadioGeek quipped, “I very
much enjoyed the over-the-river-and-through-the-woods-to-Grandmother’s-house-we-go
route we took to get here.” When we got home from church that afternoon, I saw
undeniable evidence of their visit: the sidewalk chalk had been found, and “You
are Loved” was written in huge letters on my back patio.
RadioGeek,
I wish more than anything that I could razz you one last time. Skip you in
Phase 10 one more time. Howl at your stupid jokes one more time. I will miss
your humor, your love, your gentle compassion, your wisdom, your friendship. My
heart breaks for Sunshine and for all of us who must face the intervening years
without you, until we meet again. I will miss you. And, yes, I know I’m loved.
Just now, from the kitchen:
Middle (almost exploding): I have a tan! [pause] From the sun!
Youngest laughed.
Me (from the dining room): That's kind of how it works.
The Fries, by the very nature of their skin tone, have always tanned better than I do (um, don't), but Middle admittedly has the palest skin of the three.
Middle comes into the dining room and shows me her thumb, starkly pale above the second knuckle and brown all around.
Me: That's a tan, all right.
Middle: I can't believe I got a tan. Bruh.
Me: Maybe it's just dirt.
Middle: I can't rub it off! [rubs furiously at her skin] I can't rub it off!
Me: What were you wearing?
Middle: Bruh. Bruh! It's not coming off!
Me: A ring?
Middle: A band-aid. BRUH!
I laughed.
She ran back into the kitchen, howling at her twin.
Annnnnnnd...scene.